Cigarettes and Alcohol

she's a Dude with long hair.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 11:46 AM

xoxo

I'VE MOVED TO TUMBLR NOW.
BLOGGER MAKES ME TOO LAZY TO UPDATE.

fabulousmeow.tumblr.com

Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 8:52 PM

when it all falls apart

Happy 21st Birthday to dearest Mama-V!
hope u love what the Spazzers got u <3

it's Earth Hour now. i love the dark. makes me calm and beautiful. well, apparently it's only my room that is Dark. Mum switched on the lights in the living room 10minutes after i off it. i'm so semangat like that when it comes to saving the Earth.
ya semangat setengah jalan je. ::/

im so tired of Drama. can i just not have any more drama already? for once!

Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 3:08 PM

so emo ::/

im so sad. im so sad that im beyond sad. im heartbroken. i would still be crying till now but i know im just gonna waste my tears for nothing. if only you really appreciate me as a person, as a friend and as a lover. i literally felt like a Toy when you played me. why do you have to keep secrets? how can i even trust you? it's so sad like that. but i know time will help me heal. it's part of Life. Fuck. i hate this feeling. i hate going through this. i hate to have additional stress out thoughts that i have to deal with mentally. i don't mind physically, just not mentally.
i don't understand your Theory about relationship. even if you tried to explain endless time, it still doesn't make sense. it's not even logic. sighhhhh.

lucky the weather has been very pretty lately. it doesn't add to how fucked up i feel.

Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 3:16 AM

they all treating me like cheap

sigh. why must this happen to me? it's so fucked up. my life is just screwed like that. so many things going through in my head. and Angel Baby is the only one who can make me smile for at least 5 minutes.

seriously, what do you want? best of both worlds? no way. it doesnt work that way. i think what im doing now is the best for us. im just living this fucked up life with full of regrets that i gotta learn from. and it's definitely not a nice way to realize that. im sick of going through the same shit over and over again. i just cant afford to go on further. Words are just plain words. things will never be the same again. ever.

Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 12:15 AM

life's a bitch right now. and i don't give a shit.

just came home from meeting the Spazzers. Facebook is being a Bitch again. always taking forever to load.
we have found our new chill out place last Wednesday(picture above tho it's not really obvious but that's the main purpose of it..........) for us to actually strip down semi-naked, jump into the chalky water and stare into the night Sky.

and thennn last Thursday went to DBL O with Hafiz then impromptu plan with Dinah and Dan. the crowd was boring i must say. i just like the toilet cause it's cleaner compared to Zirca. -.-"
and the rest of the days are Historyyyyy.
oh! i had a quick meet up with Riniee, my Kiwi on Friday. ::)

i is going to sleepy noww.

Sunday, March 07, 2010 @ 9:11 PM

it's the sex

"According to you,I'm boring.I'm moody.
You can't take me any place.

According to him,I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite. I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you. "

@ 12:21 PM

baby baby baby oh baby baby baby nooooo

few Pichas from last week's BSB concert. we were definitely not happy with our sit because it's wayy~ at the back and the boys were puiny-er then what we predicted. =___=
but I could tell where my Brian was since he's the shortest.
i felt like we were at a LIVE Karaoke which was fun ::)

they are coming back next year and I for sure getting the front ticket so i could touch Brian's hand *twitch2*
sucha Fanatic like that.

and we bought their T-shirt that we Believe they wipe their perspiration with it and sold it off for 40bucks because it smells kinda funky.