it has been such a long time since that happened.
the feeling was torturous but i felt better afterwards.
maybe.
everything seems so different now.
and i don't like it a bit.
there always be a question mark right in front.
which will lead to another enormous one.

how i wish i could be honest to Life.
but i can't.
somethings are just meant to be left inside me.
only me.
no one else.

Hey Babes, visit:
http://www.ilovefleasnotyou.blogspot.com/
please and Thank you.

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now it's time to evaluate what has been happening : DEAD.
actually aku tgh boring jadi aku saje-saje blog.

so work just now was nothing special.
only that it was somehow our last day of work at Parkway.
damnmit.
i don't want to work at our outlets cause it won't be as fun as Parkway.(aku tahu nye)
so my shift was cut Again and Luqman was kind enough to fetch me home.
that boy help me cut the time waiting for the damn smelly bus. help me escape from the inconsiderate pushing aunties and uncles. help me have the air-con AND the sit all to myself and not to squeeze myself to the corner and stuff a bunch of my hair up my nostrils to prevent from smelling some weird shit.
yes NA-DA.

now home trying to make myself do my assignments which i have failed to do so.
ok da tu je.




SugarRush

Last Tuesday, the Cotton On Parkway Family went supper together and had a super MINI celebration of our Supervisor's Birthday. so here goes nothing:












so today i had to work in the morning. then went to meet that charming boy. and then went to meet the boys. and finally Home.
time for Assessment and time for stress. 3 more weeks to go and im done! weeehoooo~



Whatever. Major. Loser.

i have been buying clothes on major impulse- both in a good and bad way. more clothes means full wardrobe. full wardrobe means there's bound to be clothes not worn. clothes not worn means time to sell it off! so i've been having this thinking of selling off my clothes but i just won't start clearing my wardrobe. it's torturing i can so tell! so we'll just wait and see.

this week has been so dead. there's not much excitement happening around. it's all about school and work. damnmit dude. and later i have to work the whole day. baaaaaaaa~

i miss that boy la. he still refuses to move nearer to where i live cause he prefers to be stuck at the oh-so-fun west coast. pffft. see la. that's why cannot meet him often. =_________=

Wa if you're reading this, where are you dude? don't you miss me? i don't know if you do but i would hate you if you don't. that minah has been having the time of her life now with her night life. hello?





Lace and Leather

Cotton On Sale is now on at Parkway. and it has been freakishly Crazy. most of the people turned to retards. well that includes me too.

School. don't get me started. i've been sprinting for datelines. and hell it sucks.

oh about 15 hours back, i made him pissed. and a few hours after that we met and he gave me a surprise. me like the surprisee alot! Thank you darling- i know you won't get mad with me for long no matter how pissed off you are at me because i know that~ yeee aku macam real. hah hah hah.

so now, i wanna introduce my Baby which i dearly-awesomely named HIM 'Cartman PeanutButterJelly' (try to figure out why). i love the way he is eventhough he tends to look like a fat maggot. having him in my arms made me go all motherly. eheh eheh eheh eheh.




if you want me...............

Saturday:
the day when Ela was being a bitch to spoil our fantabulous plan to celebrate her belated bird day. she blew it off la. just like that. piece of idiot betol. but we manage to meet up to get good dinner and she was a bitch AGAIN when she ditch us super early to go clubbing. faggot. but i got to meet the boy who-i-like-to-irritate-and-fight-on-the-phone-with after that. to him: me don't like surprise cause i just don't like the feeling of guessing. heh heh heh heh


Sunday:
so we celebrated Violet's belated bird day on that day. we went bowling at Marina. Donkey was leading in the beginning but ehemehem as usual the pro(ME) definitely will end up as top scorer. bowling ball + pins + me = CHEMISTRY. HA-HA

after bowling, we moved across the path to Pool. bunch of retarded amateurs hitting the balls. and we tend to get free ball for one other. HA-HA so kental but its the fun experience that counts. macam pro gini la konon nye kat gamba:

we got damn hungry so we cabbed to Daddy's work place to have our dinner.

Italiano was on the Menu! the Appertisers was indeed appertising yaw! belum apape da kenyang dulu.

then it was time to cut the cake homemade especially for Violettttt~

oh we finally watched Detroit Metal City on Monday. HA-HA fucking retarded sia. they cut parts from the Anime. damnmit! spoil all the fun.


ok itu saje.
kite kene buat homework sekarang ok
selamat malam kawan-kawan!



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