AND after 2 days of jalan raya, very sad because duit raya dapat collect less than 100buckeros. kesian si tua ni. ::_ )

im really suppose to be doing my work due in a few hours time. but i can't seem to concentrate and focus. my head is killing me. my eyes are sore. my ass is numb. my left ear is hurting and so is my heart.
there are so many things to do but i don't seem to have the sense of urgency. i have been thru a bad week. im hating myself day by day. this time i just feel like dying but i know i am stronger than this. i don't know what's my intention of posting this shit. maybe this is what i would say to myself verbally but i don't want to whine in the middle of the night. it makes my mind spin. im tired. so tired that i don't know the real feeling of being tired.
and now i still refuse to do my work. im way behind time. and i don't like it when time won't wait for me. why? why me? is it wrong to like balls? and the mosquitoes won't stop sucking my blood.

hi awak! yes i finally have a will and strength to update me bloggy after a week o f silence.
alot of things happened which is one of the most important day of my life: my Birthday! 09.09.09
hehheehehhehehehe
wah i really feel old uh. macam da kerepot gitu.
so again this year the birthday falls in the month of Ramadhan like last year. the date this year is so pretty! and i thought it would be awesome to have a party la kan.

ANYWAYS on the day itself, school was the first plan -.-"
which then after was to hang out with Spazzers. MEOW and donks went to meet the rest at Fish&Co. GlassHouse (supposedly Mama-V couldn't be there but she was sitting at the table with a bouquet of Orange Roses she bought for me as seen in the first picture)
because of some bad sittings, we headed to Illuma to have our feast.

the cupcakes are so yummy! made by Donkey's sister. so after that we continue our dessert at this ice cream cafe which apparently i forgot the name. and the icecream was syiok!!

then we went to chill at Breko Cafe. chit-chat throughout the nite ::)
the next day i ditched school because im just too lazy and im so into my Birthday mood and which i couldnt get over the fact that i am fat. so late evening went to meet Mimi and Farah-jii (my 2 ultimate partners in crime) at Joo Chiat.
they con me into believing that there was just the 3 of us. sekali dapat tau got 3 other mouse ready sitting at the restaurant we were having dinner at.

so after dinner they planned to get som RAMLY and head to ECP. AGAIN(!!!) they con me to believe that we were actually gonna chill there. so we went to Eunos Court to take Mimi's Uncle's Car to drive there. si bengap ikot si Aish pergi beli bubble tea.
after which the both of us went to Eunos Court and Aish brought me to them.
SURPRISE! and there has never been ECP just a mini party. ::)
they decorate the pondok with lots and lots of sparklers and it looks very pretty at night!

overall i enjoyed every moment with them! and i wanna thank all of u for your time, effort, money, white lies Everything! love u balls!

and yes i can't wait to meet my babygirls.
miss them alot like really alot.