im really suppose to be doing my work due in a few hours time. but i can't seem to concentrate and focus. my head is killing me. my eyes are sore. my ass is numb. my left ear is hurting and so is my heart.
there are so many things to do but i don't seem to have the sense of urgency. i have been thru a bad week. im hating myself day by day. this time i just feel like dying but i know i am stronger than this. i don't know what's my intention of posting this shit. maybe this is what i would say to myself verbally but i don't want to whine in the middle of the night. it makes my mind spin. im tired. so tired that i don't know the real feeling of being tired.
and now i still refuse to do my work. im way behind time. and i don't like it when time won't wait for me. why? why me? is it wrong to like balls? and the mosquitoes won't stop sucking my blood.