im so Happy that Sezairi won Singapore Idol this season! i would be Happy too if Sylvia won. both of them deserves to be in the Finals.
and Sezairi's reaction was freaking cute. like some nerd who just won a beauty pageant. HA-HA. he's got the Personality compared to Sylvia. but vocally i think Sylvia is stronger la. and i think the Winner is different from our last two Winners. i don't know. like it somehow proved that someone like Sezairi can actually clinch the Title. guess Guys with guitar could work the magic.

im not trying to be Racist but 3 times in a row, our Idols are malays. ha-ha. if like this check-check next season of Singapore Idol, Malays will be banned or maybe Singapore Idol will tutup kedai ahbang. hopefully not la kan.

those who didn't agree with the voting and who disagrees that Sezairi does not deserve to win, well, too bad balls. don't u try protesting about it. did u make the effort to vote? me don't think so. so da enough. it has already happen! get over it.

I see everyone being all in love. so passionate and so into each other. like so sweet gitu kan. I is sungguh jealous. such an Old Bird with no pretty feelings like that. it's not my turn yet i guess. HA-HA.


let me see. i've been missing in action with all the fun shits with my Friends. BabyGirls, Spazzers, Ghulams and Faddies. i guess i won't be having as much fun as I used to- for now that is. i miss everyone. i feel more calm and obedient though inside of me is dying to go 'party' and just get 'wasted'. sigh. if only i could change what has happened before and things won't be this fucking screwed up.

Dad is home now. so no more traveling all the way to Outram to see him. now i feel sick. maybe too much junks here and there. and it's the first bleeding day for this month if you know what i mean. i have been sulking the whole day. i put up a shitty face to everyone who bothers me in a way i find irritating. i hate unnecessary days like this. that's why im avoiding contact with people and lock myself in the room so i won't make them pissed or offended in any way.

on a lighter note, Hafiz bought me a pair of Adidas Kicks and jacket for Christmas. well i owe him 40bucks for the shoe. heh. i feel kinda bad cuz i don't really buy nice stuffs for him. well i did got him something,twice?, but it's nothing compared to what he has given me.

school is starting soon and im not looking forward to it. my grades this semester sucks biggy time! twell me how do i survive further? it's too late to back out cuz im right smack in the middle. sigh. i HAVE to change. i HAVE to buck up. WAKE UP LIYANA!

I'm at the SGH now looking at Dad eating his Dinner which smells kind of appetizing sangat. it's great to see him getting all better after his surgery last Friday. hopefully there's no other issues after this. I suspect he'll be back home on Thursday.
the Uncles who shares the same room with Dad are nice cute people except for this very old man who tends to snore like Dark Vader.


I think our trip to Thailand was good for Dad too. but i think it's quite tiring for him because of the crazy walking we had in Bangkok.

Day 1: pagi-pagi pekong have to leave for the Airport at 5am. before boarding the plane, feeling-feeling la take picture with the huge Christmas balls. who doesn't love balls kan?

one day, I will be in that plane serving passengers instead. (chey chey kan feeling nak jadi flight stewardess). the flight took about 2 hours or so. and I can't believe I was watching Bandslam. kental nye aku. HA-HA.
once we touched down, we met our driver to drive us to Hua Hin, our first destination in Thailand. another 3 hours drive down. -.-" I really can take the butt cramps lagi-lagi i was sitting in the middle.
oh yeah before i forget, I looked around and realised Thai people look like us, the Malays. and they think we are Thai-s that they actually spoke to us in their language. -.-"""

before we reached Hyatt, we stopped to grab lunch at KFC which tasted so weird. it was so hard to communicate with them cause most of them don't even know the basic of English. we were asking around for Halal food but apparently they didn't even know what that means.

once we had our Power rest at the Hotel and all the other 'necessary' things, we took a walk by the beach and explore the territory. we then had BBQ Seafood for dinner by the beach. budak ini kan tak makan seafood. I don't know why ok. just looking at it, I can already taste the 'amis-ness' and puke. i got issues ok.

Day 2: we had our breakfast and stroll around the hotel to relax our bloated tummies. ape lagi camwhore la ahbang! we went shwimming after that.


Jeb and I was pestering Dad to go on the Dragon slide. but he was scared but in the end nak jugak si tua tu. heh heh. best ape turun slide and it's kinda high compared to the other hotel slides that i have been on.

after that kan kan kan kan, kite naik Horse awak! my first time ok. when I was younger, i was scared to ride a horse. so now da besar kan so berani la. hah hah. I was freaking damn excited(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
see la. i was on Timo, the Horse's name for 15mins and which after he will take Mum for another 15mins stroll.
Timo is the cutest Horse ever. after that all his older friends came by to say hello. they were alot bigger man. I find that scary and just looking at their hoofs. AND they can just shit anytime anywhere. and it's all GREENN! Timo had his when I was on him. i felt so touched because he was THAT comfortable with me. ::)
from then on I wanted to have a Horse as a pet. I'll build a barn under the void deck or worst comes to worst build a barn at the reservoir. even Ajib wanna share space with my Horsie to keep his wild cat. best kan?

in the evening, we went out in a search for Halal food in town. we were told they have 2 Indian restaurants around. so we cab to town and walk into the junctions back and forth.

we found it after 20mins of search. the restaurant was empty only flies were present. what's even more surprising, is that it took freaking half an hour for our food to be served. and it's all in small portions u know and there was no other customers around. sempat-sempat can get our powernap. but the food is nice and spicy la. so they're forgiven.

we then walk to the night market just to take a look at what's in stalls. things in Hua Hin are abit more expensive so we were saving for the real deal in Bangkok.


Day 3: si Hippo fell sick pulak. so we stayed in the hotel during the day after we had breakfast. kill joy only. belum apape da sakit. such weaklin. so we left him in the evening to stroll by the beach and collect seashells. most of them occupied by hermit crabs. we had our dinner then head back to the room.
Day 4: last day in Hua Hin. managed to grab breakfast and had the last walk around before we checked out.
another 3 hours drive up to Bangkok. my goodness! i hate those long hours of driving. makes me cranky and restless like that. the environment was so different in Bangkok compared to Hua Hin. the roads were much more busy and this Hyatt was so near most of the shopping malls. and when we arrived, my oh most observant eyes spot this cute and smart looking concierge guy. ahhh finally my first local eye-candy after 3 days in Thailand.

we chilled in the rooms first before having dinner and off we went jalan-jalan by the streets. we were to meet Mum's friend from work to show us around the night life in Bangkok. so to kill time we explore and finally met with the first tranny sales assistant at the lingerie section. how cute. one from my kind. HA-HA.

when we met up with Mum's friend, we sat in McDonalds for a drink. and that was when i spotted pork burger. eeeee haha. as the older people chit chat, Hippo and I, this i meant Jeb and I went to take pictures with the christmas decorations. so sad that i had such a bad photographer with me. ha-ha.

we took the train to Sala Daeng. it's weird and useless that their tracks and waiting area was longer than the train itself. why uh? then everyone has to rush to the center to board the train. it was a 7minute ride there. we walk around the night market and pass by their pubs. random people will just come up to u with a broucher to let u choose what kind of sex show u would like to watch along with the price. trannies everywhere! loving it.

Day 5: usual breakfast. by noon, we were on our way to Chatuchak market. I had my 'this is it, don't get scared' moment cause I knew it's gonna be hot and there will be lots of people. and my gawd! i can't imagine how huge the place is. there were small walk ways and junctions. every turn there is a stall and u can't even remember if u have passed that way or not. and I think we only covered like one third of the place. we walk and shop and walk some more for more than 2 hours before stopping in a small Muslim stall inside the market.

and we spot this huge golden retriever on a Bike. humbly sitting on the front sit while the owner was buying some stuff. everyone stopped to have a good stare. so cute!

after hours of walking in perspiration, we cab back to the hotel, freshen up, had dinner and went out for Foot Reflexology which just hurts my legs even more. HA-HA.
Day 6: after breakfast, we decided to check out the shopping centre nearby. but it was upsetting because it was as expensive as the shopping centre here in SG. so we just bought a few stuffs which were on Sale. cheapo kan but hey! who doesn't love cheap shit?!

we had our lunch at this Muslim stall somewhere secluded. and that was when my big fat pig appetite turn up. i was hungry for real food! like home food u know. we had beef, fish, egg, veggies and these drumlets. which are nice but not as delish as Cuscadens'.

we went back to the hotel to get Powernap. dinner and fled off to the night market at Suan Lum night Bazaar. to my disappointment, the stuff there was way expensive for night bazaar. and there was limited stuffs there. Mum, Jeb and I tried the Fish Foot Massage. it's freaking ticklish! we can't stop laughing at first because the fishes are like so geli like that.
we took the TukTuk back home just for the experience and it was awesome. TukTuk pun can zoom zoom fast.

Day 7: no picture cause i was busy shopping at this freaking shit awesome shopping mall which was like an indoor bazaar. fucking going crazy! because we couldn't cover the whole mall due to time and Dad's condition tk boleh penat! everything was such a rush and last minute. so i wasn't really satisfied with what I've got. ::(

Day 8: time to leave for SG. so sad. I didn't want to leave cause aku felt so belonged! apart from me looking like them. HA-HA. so yea.


now i'm home. HA-HA. got too many distractions around me at the hospital. there's this Arab toddle named Muhammad. so cute! he's not afraid of anyone and always waves goodbye and throwing kisses to strangers. and he's voice serak serak basah u know.

besides being at the Hospital, I've started my work routine again. and I'm starting to like it because Bryan just joined the family and my old friends are back bitch! just a few fucking shitty people/moments around. other than that I'm satisfied with how things are now.

da enough I need to go mandi and some other shit.
I promise to learn to update my blog.