Dad is home now. so no more traveling all the way to Outram to see him. now i feel sick. maybe too much junks here and there. and it's the first bleeding day for this month if you know what i mean. i have been sulking the whole day. i put up a shitty face to everyone who bothers me in a way i find irritating. i hate unnecessary days like this. that's why im avoiding contact with people and lock myself in the room so i won't make them pissed or offended in any way.

on a lighter note, Hafiz bought me a pair of Adidas Kicks and jacket for Christmas. well i owe him 40bucks for the shoe. heh. i feel kinda bad cuz i don't really buy nice stuffs for him. well i did got him something,twice?, but it's nothing compared to what he has given me.

school is starting soon and im not looking forward to it. my grades this semester sucks biggy time! twell me how do i survive further? it's too late to back out cuz im right smack in the middle. sigh. i HAVE to change. i HAVE to buck up. WAKE UP LIYANA!