I see everyone being all in love. so passionate and so into each other. like so sweet gitu kan. I is sungguh jealous. such an Old Bird with no pretty feelings like that. it's not my turn yet i guess. HA-HA.


let me see. i've been missing in action with all the fun shits with my Friends. BabyGirls, Spazzers, Ghulams and Faddies. i guess i won't be having as much fun as I used to- for now that is. i miss everyone. i feel more calm and obedient though inside of me is dying to go 'party' and just get 'wasted'. sigh. if only i could change what has happened before and things won't be this fucking screwed up.