Is it a sign that everyone is disagreeing with me with what I'm doing. I know I'm taking a risk but something makes me believe that things will get better. why is it always so hard for me? it has always been this way. it's like walking in circles, never actually getting anywhere. seriously say it in my face, am I really the problem?
I thought everything was gonna be normal again. but no~ things only gets worst day by day. with Dad's condition, everything is getting affected. I get the sense of guilt and sad but overall I just feel so useless. and she just don't take me seriously. she says i don't care. sigh.



last Monday Spazzers celebrated Princess' 18th Birthday. we caught her off guard at her Crib and we were not surprised that she was home and still in the PJs. we pestered her to get dressed for our mini outing. we were in our Retro dressing cause Mama-V wanted to bring us to Alps Cafe which was celebrating their 3rd Anniversary and the theme was well, Retro. and you know we are very the semangat like that when it comes to dressing up.

and we head back to Alps to get drinks. finally manage to get a table. and Princess had this flaming drink which i don't know what it's called. and it was cool.
and the night was over. when it struck midnight, it was Happy Birthday Princess. you know we love u bits of cracks. <3


having such Hectic issues with Life, i manage to squeeze a day to watch New Moon. Taylor sungguh hot ok. and I tak suka dengan si Robert because he is just oh so gross. why do you people think he's hot? Me don't get it. but I don't like the ending. so that's that.